Saying Goodbye

Today is my second to last day at work. So far, I have been given a homemade tote bag, a Michael's gift card, a t-shirt with the words to one of my goodbye songs, and a treble clef keychain. I have been giving out hugs this week since it is the last time I will see so many people. I am almost finished with my toting things home (I have to empty the car before I head out this morning), and the name of the therapist coming in is not the name that I've been preparing my students for during our termination talks. Oops, but that's what happens when information is not widely shared. Oh well...

I have six sessions today and five tomorrow before I am officially done. I will be leaving my keys with the administrative assistant before coming home from work for the last time. It is bittersweet to be at this point in my life, but I am going to do my best to navigate my situation from a strong position on what I want from life and how I want to get to that level of existence.

For now, though, I need to get myself going so I can finish this job. Two more days. Ten more sessions. One more load of stuff to be emptied into my already too full house. That's all, folks.

Thanks for the memories, the scars, the experiences, and the joys that came with the job that I have both loved and hated for the past 30 years. I will miss the routine, the clients who love music, the clients who I convinced to give music a try, and even the persnickety clients who hated me on sight and never wavered in their feelings about me. I will miss most of my co-workers, and I am glad that I have had this opportunity. It is time to move into the next phase of my music therapy life, so here goes!!!



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