I'm Late, I'm Late For a Very Important...Well, Not That Important

Well, good morning from this side of the time anxiety.

It is now 5:48 am, and I am just now sitting down to write anything at all. I did not get out of bed until 5 am because I just didn't want to move. Now, I am in panic mode as I am thinking about my usual 6 am departure from work. I was at work an entire hour after the stop time after arriving 30 minutes early, so now I have some conflicting emotions. I have already worked more than I need to work but I still have the need to be on the way early.

There is nothing of much import happening today. Just four groups and a meeting. That's all. I just want to sleep in my pjs all day, but that cannot happen. Only nine more work days until our next holiday break of five days straight. I can make it through. I can!

I'm feeling the pull of retirement more and more these days. Seven months and two weeks to go.

I'm late, but that's okay. No one pays attention to when I arrive or depart except my suite mates.

I just don't want to go anywhere these days. I want to wallow in my house and do very little. Anyone know of a job like that?? I'll be available soon.

Oh, well. It's time to get going into the world to do the music therapy for the clients that are in front of me.

See you later.

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